OK, question of the century:

I always have this feeling that my life is not where it should be, that I have not reached my “potential” and that I want to do more but don’t really find the “strength” (whatever that is) to do so.

Do I not start new and greater things because I am afraid of failure and humiliation, so I don’t even give anything a chance (thank you mom for having taught me well)???? OR, do I always think that I could do “better” (whatever that is) and greater things with my life because I always need to prove myself to other people, to prove that I can do it, and to show off a little (thank you my handicap for having trained me well for this)???

PLEASE tell me what you think, ANYONE, people who know me and people who don’t, I don’t care, I want to know if someone has dealt with this question and what the answers were. PLEASE SEND ME AN EMAIL!