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bon… i see that my question is interesting to the rest of the world… I’ll be writing alone on this thing from now I guess since someone’s in love… ahhh… i miss my bed! this is random, so here’s a random thought: i hope the food’s decent on the plane to las vegas! i’ve gotten used to eating healthy stuff, and i won’t eat cheap chips or pretzels or some lame peanut mix. Boo, i’m becoming picky! Need to get in the shower and print my paper and go to SCHOOL! one more week lulu, one more week!!! … and can i just say that this fake nail deal just ruined my nails!!!???!!! now the truth about fake nails: once you start, never stop! and don’t start if you don’t intend to do it for the rest of your life! this is a desaster!!!!!

OK, question of the century:

I always have this feeling that my life is not where it should be, that I have not reached my « potential » and that I want to do more but don’t really find the « strength » (whatever that is) to do so.

Do I not start new and greater things because I am afraid of failure and humiliation, so I don’t even give anything a chance (thank you mom for having taught me well)???? OR, do I always think that I could do « better » (whatever that is) and greater things with my life because I always need to prove myself to other people, to prove that I can do it, and to show off a little (thank you my handicap for having trained me well for this)???

PLEASE tell me what you think, ANYONE, people who know me and people who don’t, I don’t care, I want to know if someone has dealt with this question and what the answers were. PLEASE SEND ME AN EMAIL!

HA! this is a good one!
So I thought school started again today (since the goal here is to graduate ASAP), educational administration, 3 hours every day for one month. Being a bit psychotic as usual, I check again my online schedule this morning just to make sure… time…. classroom… and of course, I’m about 10 minutes early (which is rather late for me, surprisingly) and i’m the first one in class. So I wait… and after 5 minutes, this other girl comes in and we wait.. and it’s time to start class and no one’s else is there… so we both go around the hallways and bother every class to ask every professor if they’re teaching our class… which they aren’t… And then started our mission: figure out what was going on! We literally visited 6 out of the 7 floors of the building, talked to secretaries in every single department housed in that building, got everyone to call everyone… were told that the class only started june 9 once, and then that the class had been cancelled, and then finally that no one knew what was going on! HA! Finally, the teacher who was supposed to teach was called at home, said he would come to school an hour later and that he would figure out what the deal was and write to us, the two lost girl plus one other mistery student, to tell us what we would do. In the end, I got an email from the guy’s secretary telling me that she was sorry for the « confussion » (I see i’m not the only one confussed here!) and that class would start tomorrow morning at 10am! HA! I’m starting to wonder if getting my secondary area in the school of education is such a good idea after all! And so in the end I worked 3 hours on my webpages in the undegrad library and then had my fake nails removed, yuck! Such is the fun life in cornland of your future Dr. Lulu (yes, in TWO years!).